Demam

After chinese new year... kerja-kerja office hebat sekali.. sehingga tiada masa. I even work on Taipussam. Due to deadlines... project completion date... bla bla bla... terlalu banyak sehingga rasa tak tertanggung. Boss pula keep pushing me to complete the job as much as I can before my long leave. Dah tak lama dah... about 3 weeks to go. Alhamdulillah. tak sabar sangat.

Last ni is the climax. I promised my sister to help her on preparing defect list for her new house. I even promised her to sent the file last nite. Tapi badan terlalu lemah. Selesai maghrib... saya rasa badan seram sejuk. Tekak terasa perit. Kepala terasa berat. Hidung.. terlalu penuh dan menyukarkan saya untuk bernafas. Perut terasa lapar tapi tiada daya langsung nak mengunyah. End-up  saya minum sekotak susu, makan penadol 2 biji... ubat selesema dan ubat pening kepala... langsung tidur. I switch off the fan and light as well.... covered my self with my favourite comforter. I went to sleep at 8pm.

Around 8.20pm saya dengar azan Isyak... tapi tak mampu nak bangun. Hati tak tenteram sangat tapi tak ada daya langsung. I slept until 3am. Tepat jam 3 pagi... saya terbangun. Ada missed call from my sister and a few messages. Lantak lah... I don't care. Segera saya bangun dan selesaikan Isyak. Kemudian I went back to bed. Tidur dalam senyum. Badan pun dah rasa ok.

Early morning.. actually I was planned to go to clinic. But in my mind... keep thinking about the project yang perlu saya hantar ke client by today. So, saya batalkan niat ke klinik. Somehow... I felt so cold right now. Kepala rasa berat... mata rasa panas.... I'm not in the mood!!!

XOXO,