It's a gloomy day... and I hate this kinda feelings. Feeling of stuck.... sad... worried and erm... susah nak cakap. My sister in law was warded 2 days ago. Kesian Kak Yana. Semalam ada teringat nak call her. Tapi rutin saya terlalu sibuk. Disamping menyiapkan tempahan Peppermint Chocolate Macaron sempena father's day. Ada yang perlu dipos. Dah agak lama saya berehat dari Ketuhar ShaAz... and I miss my baking session.
But don't know why I felt so down today. Reason? Erm... I'm too tired I guess. Hectic with office work yang tak kenal erti rehat... rutin harian dan trafik yang menyesakkan... Sekejap kang kene keluar office meredah trafik untuk ke authority.. kembali ke office dan berperang dengan drawing... menyelesaikan puzzle-puzzle design dengan menafsir masalah akan datang... segalanya terlalu memenatkan.
My mood currently..... ZERO. Tapi perut terasa sangat lapar. Since yesterday I skipped my breakfast, I did't took my lunch... and I skipped my dinner. Hanya cendawan goreng yang mengisi perut. I lost my appetite already. I miss my mum's cook... The best ever. Today... I will definitely take my lunch... because I tapau a food from home... I did cooked last night... cuma tak makan. Lost appetite.
Anyway, I'm kinda know this feeling. I felt it about 2 years ago... but why? I have no answer at all. Ya Rabb, hilangkanlah kegusaran dihatiku ini...
XOXO,
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