Hujung Minggu di Rumah

This last few weeks, i've spent a lot of my weekend time outside... went for shopping, food hunting, shopping and shopping and shopping. So now, my pocket dah almost kering. Hanya sisa-sisa yang tinggal untuk survive sampai hujung bulan n get my cheque. I feel so miskin now. So, last weekend i spend my time just sitting at home.

Duduk saja? That's not me. I've done a lot of things at home which i''ve pospone to do it day by day. A lot of baju to lipat, toilet to clean, refrigerator to chean up, wash all my cloth, bedsheet and comforter.... all hand wash... yeay.

Washer machine? No... i don;t have washer machine at my house. Malas nak beli since I live at 4th floor flat with no lift. So having a washer machine is a bit tough especially when i wanna move out later. So, cut the crap... decide not to buy a washer machine. Sent to dobi? I've done this few month ago... every week pon hantar dobi. But i feel like wanna do a hand wash as one langkah to excersice and also budget wise.

So, last Saturday i woke up a bit late around 11am... (anak dara bangun lambat... nasib baik far from my mom) terus i do all the laundry, followed by toilet bla bla bla... masak n what so ever... lepak-lepak depan tv layan astro n bile petang, baca novel.

Novel? hehehehe... actually i already retired reading novel... but dunno... ENVY makes me wanna read again... (i'll post an entry bout this novel after i finish it k)....

Sunday, i woke up at 8am... kemas dapur... spring cleaning the whole house. I LOVE THIS JOB... normally when i start kemasing.... watch out your belongings... is i think any of things are not supposed to belong there, i will throw away. So, ppl... before i start kemas-kemas... amik barang-barang anda yang anda rasa perlu sebelum kene buang. Ganas tak i??? Hehehehe

Seronok kemas rumah, doing lundry etc... bile dah petang, I went downstairs pegi basuh kereta. For a year berhijrah ke KL, that was my first time wash my car by myself. Selalu pakat hantar kedai jek. Last weekend i feel like bersenam, so wash it myself. Happy.....

Okay, this is the most unexpected part. I already promise myself not to keluar this weekend. Suddenly after i finished wash my car, my housemate asked me....

"Awak, kat mana nak cari false lashes yang cantik eh?" I LOVE THIS JOB!!!!! My Favourite ever!!! I love make up, fashion, bags, shoes... everything... I just LOVE IT!!!!

I replied, "False lashes? For dinner? I know one place. THE CURVE"

And guess what??? We end up pegi the curve after maghrib. OMG!!! I break my promise!!!

I hate you housemate... but I love u... hehehehe

I had fun last weekend making time for myself.

Mia balik school...

Hari ini, aku dapat berita gembira. Along bagitau, anak dia Mia dapat No. 1. Wahhh... Anak yang bijak.

Ayah : Bagus la anak ayah ni. Mia dapat No. 1. Mia nak hadiah apa?

Mia : (Riak muka tak berapa nak best) Tak Nak. Mia tak nak No. 1. Mia Nak nombor twenty (20).

Ayah : Lor... kenapa Mia nak nombor twenty? Kan bagus nombor satu.

Mia : Tak best la ayah. No 1 tu sikit. Mia nak nombor twenty. Banyak.

Hehehehe.... budak-budak. Apa la yang diorang faham. Along cakap, Mia dapat 3 hadiah kat sekolah. Semester lepas dia dapat No. 3. Semester 2 ni dia dapat No. 1. Pastu dia dapat No. 2, kelas tulisan jawi. Tahniah sayang. Nanti acu belikan Mia hadiah ye..... *wink

"Hai. Nama saya Mia. Saya dapat No. 1."

My Mom Is So Cute

Hari ini hari raya aidiladha. Buat sekian kalinya beraya sendiri tanpa keluarga disisi. Rasa survivor. Biasanya, tiap kali raya haji, mak mesti masak Laksa Johor. Tapi awal-awal aku dah pesan kat mak, jangan masak laksa johor... nanti I jeles.

11 pagi. Aku capai telefon, lihat skrin. Tiada sebarang pesanan atau missed call dari mak. Sedih. Mak tak ingat aku ke? Hurm... Lalu, aku kirimkan sebuah pesanan ringkas :

"Cucu mak dah 5, anak-anak pon balik raya. Tapi mak tak ingat kat saya pon. Tak pe lah. Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha. Bye"

30 minit kemudian....

Mak telefon. Tapi aku biarkan tak berangkat. Konon-konon merajuk. Sebenarnya, memang merajuk pon. Hehehe... Tanpa aku sedar, mata semakin kuyu lalu tertidur.

1.30 petang. Telefon aku berbunyi. Paparan di skrin jelas terpampang gambar Bonda. Senyum. Lalu aku angkat telefon. Dah rindu sangat pada mak. Lantas mak membuka bicara. Mak kata aku pandai-pandai tuduh dia tak ingat. Dia kata dia ingat sangat. Sambil bicara suara mak semakin ketar. Mak nangis. Mak kata.... "Mak sayang awak, risau awak makan apa. Jangan cakap mak tak ingat. Mak ingat...."

Kesian mak, aku cuma bergurau je. Tapi mak serius pulak. Mak memang bintang air mata. Hehehe... Comel la mak ni. Raya haji jek pon mak, bukan raya puasa. Kalau raya puasa... bukan mak jek nangis. Sebelum mak nangis, aku dah nangis dulu kot. Huhuhu....

30 minit kemudian....

Angah pula telefon. Aku ceritakan kisah mak nangis. Angah tertawa. Angah kata... "mak mmg suka jadi bintang air mata...." Mak comel. Lalalalala Angah kata dari pagi mak asyik tanya... "apalah adik awak makan?" Risau betul mak ni. Aku tanya pada angah, mak masak laksa ke? Angah cakap, mak takkan sampai hati nak masak laksa kalau anak kesayangan dia tak da. Hehehe. Mak sayang saya. =)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

p/s : I love u Mak.... Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha semua~ *wink

Salam Perantauan

Esok dah raya. Raya Aidiladha. Selamat Hari Raya. Dah tiba masanya untuk berkorban. Berhijrah. Menjadikan erti sebuah kehidupan lebih bermakna. Apa penghijrahan yang aku nak lakukan :

1. Lupakan kenangan lalu dan berhijrah mencipta kenangan baru

2. Berhijrah dari corak kehidupan lama kepada yan

g baru

3. Cita-cita baru

4. Plan dan impian kehidupan baru

5. Pekerjaan baru... InsyaALLAH.

Btw, Raya kali ini... dalam sejarah setelah 25 tahun bernafas di muka bumi ini... aku berhari raya sendiri tanpa keluarga. Sob sob sob.... inilah pegorbanan terbesar.

alone @ home

Entry with No Title - ep. 1

Totally tired....

Last week i've been busy with kenduri aqiqah in High Castle. Sabtu early morning,ashoot balik Johor. Samapai-sampai je, aku had a lunch n terus merewang sampai malam. The next morning is kenduri, been busy the whole day sampai malam. Then, ahad... pulang ke KL... berjihad dalam kerja.

Seminggu melalui saat-saat kerja super duper hectic dan critical... (enuf complaining bout my works, workload makin bertambah langsung tak kurang). Menjelang Sabtu, pesta paintball with HMSK's staff.... the best ever. Sangat seronok and really happy. Bila dah malam, another agenda "lepaking of life" @ the castle... (bile aku nk retired ni?)

Semalam, berjalan-jalan with a friend until tershopping LAGI!... argh... why this syndrome suddenly menimpa diriku? Bila stress, aku shopping...

Another chapter of life...

Semua benda jadi tongang terbalik kongkang. GIVE UP!!! All i can say... enough waiting. I had enough waiting for nothing for 7 years back then. So now, i decide no more waiting. Maybe, you are not my destiny. Good Bye~

p/s: Wish you happy, and good luck with bless.

MALAS + NO MOOD

Beberapa hari lepas, aku teramat suka sekali mahu pulang ke Kampung Halaman. Rindu pada Wonder Girls. Tapi hari ni, perasaan dah x seperti dulu. Terlalu malas. Terlalu bosan. Ikutkan hati, mahu saja aku batalkan agenda pulang ke kampung. Tp oleh kerana ada kenduri, amat x manis untuk aku batalkan.

Akan tetapi hati ini terlalu meruntun tidak mahu pulang. Perkhabaran akan kemunculan 3 makhluk yang aku tidak gemari buat aku benar-benar tensi. Pasti 3 hari ini, muka aku yang paling kelat, paling kekwat, paling slenge. LIKE I CARE!!!! No one care about my feelings. No one care about what hidden inside. Oh God!!!! Its killing me. Why I need to face this stupid chapter? DAMN!!!!

Yes... my mom remarried. I don't mind she remarried even I really don't like my step father. SERIOUSLY I DON'T LIKE!!! and because of him... i choose to move to this stupid hectic town of KL. But Mom... please understand my feelings... I CAN'T ACCEPT YOUR STUPID ANAK-ANAK TIRI. NEVER WILL. AS IN I WILL NEVER EVER ACCEPT MY STEP MOTHER.


SERIOUSLY I HATE MY LIFE... SO DAMN HATE IT.... I WISH I CAN DIE NOW.


enuf said; current mode - depressed n super duper tak tahan.

Tak Nak Kawen

In the middle of the nite, my sister called me. Dalam hati aku dah risau, pehal kakak aku call malam-malam buta? Ada emergency ke? Bila aku pick up... dia gelak-gelak. Sah-sah bukan emergency. Tetapi.... EGEMENCY. Tentang sebuah kisah anak buah aku yang bernama Betty.


(Perbualan suami isteri)
Abg Ipar : Biar la anak kita ramai-ramai.
Angah : Ala... abang senang la cakap.
Abg Ipar : Tak de la... bukan ape... esok nanti kalau anak-anak dh besar... Betty kawen, Aleesya kawen, tinggal kite dua jek. Kalau ramai-ramai sket meriah. Tak la sunyi...

(Tanpa mereka sedar, Betty dengar conversation diorang. Dan dengan tidak semena-mena, makcik kecik ni muncul)

Betty : TAK NAK!!!... BETTY TAK NAK KAWEN!!! (Marah sambil hentak-hentak kaki)
Abg Ipar : Laaaa... kenapa Betty tak nak kawen???
Betty : TAK NAK!!! BETTY TAK DE BOIFREN!!!!

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Wadehek??? Kecoh tol makcik kecik ni... Aku pon x kecoh mcm dia... kindergarten pon x masuk lagi dh merungut tak nak kawen sbb x de boifren... adoiiii... x leh blah~~~~